Sunday, November 25, 2018

Endlessly In the Mind

Somewhere between my thoughts and my reality
Is a place in need of living
among words 
as they are forming
In an array of ideas gathered over time, throughout life 
Undefined forever after, unrelated and obscured
Without intent or target audience
Wa
nting only to be freed
Words, unlimited volumes, multitudes of structures
Of decisive indecision on a path in search of print
Only to exist as they are on a given day
Emotionless, untranslatable words,
Ar
ranged in partial placements 
of established writings
Lingering
 in my mind to be discarded 
onto documents
For a place to be as they are
Concentrated nothingness 
prepared for individual consummations
Meaningful to those who want meaning, 
Nonsense to those who don't, 
unorganized, misplaced, unappreciated 
Like a child's favorite play thing 
an inanimate object
In both hands and mind 
rambling on in search of parliaments
Roaming aimlessly 
through the presentments of a moment's now
Forever on in the tomorrows of possibilities
To reshape and reform an even greater nothing 
Than computed progress of an innuendo's initiative
Spiraling throughout the milliseconds of thoughtfulness
Wanting nothing more but existence 
Specializing emptiness to fulfill time's vacancies
L
eft unattended and un-mended
Projecting a scattering of various ideas to be decided
As they introduce themselves onto the page
Leading one idea to another until finally 
A benediction of symphonic words 
Seemingly unpalatable or understood
Yet needing a place to be as they are
The place where I abide among words  

Jade Jaspers